God is Still In Control

Being the “Left Brained” individual that I am…I have a tendency to look for reason, meaning, and order in the midst of every situation, even in the most chaotic. Logic causes me to seek out the consistency, soundness, and completeness of occurences in my life and in the world around me.

In my childhood, I was the kid who frequently asked , “WHY?”, only sometimes to receive a familiar response from my mother, “Because I said so.”  Today, I pose the same question and other similar questions. At times to friends, some of whom take my questioning to be sacastic and/or insincere, which is probably a reflection of how people perceive my willingness to hear/receive the response. And at other times, but not as frequently to God.

I am feeling Paul tough when in II Corinthians 12, he said he pleaded with the Lord 3 times to keep him from exalting himself or becoming conceited by what God has given and revealed to him. And God gives him a response that resonates with me so so so so much right now, II Corinthians 12:9, “My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness.” Prompting me to further realize that in my most confused, disorientated state God’s strength is perfect. He remains in control, when all of the things around us seem to be out of control. By this I am humbled.

LoveYaMeanIt!

Sleep Deprived

Nothing Philosophical or Mystical to talk about today. I am just so so so so so SLEEPY! I was up just doing “stuff”.  I had to wake up at the crack of dawn to get my nephew to school early for a presentation that he is working on….I would say that there isn’t enough time in a day, but that would be saying God didn’t know what he was doing by giving 24 hours. What I will say is that I do not have enough free time to do some things that need to be done. I am anxiously anticipating my lunch break, half of which will be occupied by walking and the other half by sleep. WHEW! Need that in my life…

A Wise Woman Buildeth Her House…

Today is a day set aside to recognize the hardest working women period, Mothers. It is that funny I find myself in the position of  being a parent to my nephew. People often ask, “why did you make that decision? You were single and carefree.” Typically, I am a decision maker that likes to analyze, evaluate the analysis, and then analyze the evaluation. However, taking responsibility for my nephew was a decision that took no time to make. God has blessed me. Of course, there are things that I still desire that I may not have. For the most part, I do not want for anything. Attributed to the fact that God is a supplier of need. Being this as it may, I assumed the responsibility for changing the course of my nephew’s life with the help of God based on what God has given me. He has excelled in all aspects of his life since he made the transition. I thank God for being a vessel.

I am also appreciative for my Mother. A praying woman of God . Who despite adveresity and shortcomings, kept me in the House of God and taught me the fear of the Lord. The greatest thing a parent can sow into their childrens life is the fear and knowledge of God. It is this foundation that has seen me to this point. I am eternally grateful for her.

As I mature in God and in life and eventually become married and bear my own children…I pray more and more for the wisdom and understanding to be a prototype of the woman spoken of in Proverbs 14:1.

LoveYaMeanIt!

It’s Been Long Time Coming…And I Know Change Has Come

So…….*Heavy Sigh*

I know it has been forever, but your girl has been under construction. Man, has God changed some things in my life. When you ask God for spiritual things I can assure you that he does not withhold. I have asked God on several occasions with sincerity for patience. Often when I asked for patience, it was geared toward dealing with other people. However, he threw a curve ball and has given me some tests that required me to patiently wait on him. I believe that I am successfully passing the tests, as I am facing some challenges that would in another frame of mind cause me to buckle. The reality is… I am a contender. I have never been a person that runs from adversity. I’d rather confront it and grow from it.

I have had some people that have entered and exited my life that have reminded  me that not everyone can appreciate and/or handle the value of who God has formed me to be. On the other hand,  I am also reminded of the people who can and do appreciate me as they are constants in my life. Proverbs 17:17, “A friend loveth at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.” God has given me one of the best gifts that a person can ask for, True Friendship, which in my opinion is in some aspects is more rare than finding companionship. My pastor gave me some crucial words of wisdom recently that I will never forget, “When you have the anointing on your life, you have got to guard it.” This prompted me to evaluate some ways in which I had let my guard down. After the evaluation, it was clear to me where adjustments needed to be made. Thank God for Godly counsel!

Overall, I am on a mission to recover all!

LoveYaMeanIt! Stay Tuned…

P.S. I thought I would share this one with you….Preach It, Bishop G.E. Patterson!

Stay Tuned

I have one in the works people…

Balance and Rotate It!

So yesterday was horrible for me…It is very rare that I have and admit I had a horrible day. I was feeling sick all day. Work was straight “ridiculousness” from start to finish. After taking some cold and headache medicine last night, I called it a night (straight loved on my bed and pillow). I realized that some times we need regular maintenance (time to rest, exercise, eating well)…thus the title of this post. Unfortunately, it takes being absolutely worn sometimes to admit and adhere. I am better today. Consequently, I have determined to refocus…take care of self…in order to take care of the people and things around me. I am determined and ready to beat all odds! I was told by someone that there is something that I cannot accomplish…All I need is a challenge like that to motivate me! In other words it is a done deal. Wrap! Finito! Curtains….

LoveYaMeanIt!

Work With The Kid…I’m Back!

Foreword: There will be no specific logic or order to this blog. I am just spouting off…

I know my Fairy BlogMother (Tori) has been too busy to fuss at me for not posting. She has been on it though! By the way, check out her blog. She has some beautiful photos that she has been taking. Well folks, I mean so so so much has transpired since I last posted. I’ve been on a couple of excursions since…Most recent was a trip to Indianapolis for the NCAA Tournament. Good times! I am trying to figure a way to get my videos from my phone to computer (formatting issues, if anyone knows about converting .3g2 files, please instruct me) It was a blast though. Louisville vs. Michigan State. Michigan State pulled it out. Seeing as my bracket was jacked with the Memphis loss, I had no real stakes, but it was a good game. I love an upset.

You know I was thinking of a couple of things that I really really don’t like and I will share them with you, but let me share some things I do like first…balance it out LOL

A.M. conversations with the right person (including but, not limited to God.)

When people see value in each other

Watching a good episode of House (Hugh Laurie/Dr. House is nuts!)

Getting to know someone and appreciating who they are (It’s too easy to get to know someone and find fault, try a challenge)

When the people around me are happy (especially if I contributed to it)

Now for the “Ummm…I don’t like that”

A.M. conversation with random people (Lord help me, I am silent at work in the morning and they don’t love it sometimes…)

Non-responsiveness (It’s simple…if I text you text me back…if I call you and request a call back, call back…if I smack you…just joking, just making sure you were reading)

A rip in my contact lense (I’d prefer the headache from not being able to see than to keep a ripped contact in, pure torture)

Not being close enough to the people I love (You guys know who you are and where you are…Michigan, Kansas, S.Korea, Virginia)

Breaches of Confidentiality (Some people can’t hold water in a cup with no holes, this is that stuff that can be detrimental)

Two More Things (More Serious in Nature) and I think I will be done ranting…

The Foolishness and Error of Men’s Religion

There was a terrible story in the news headlines regarding a 22 year old mother that was a part of cult (1 Mind Ministries) that starved her child to death under the instruction of the cult leader. The cult leader persuaded her to believe that her one year old child was a demon because he would not say “Amen” after his meals. She played a role in starving the child to death as punishment under the impression that he would resurrect…God is not please with this foolishness. Mark 9:42, “And whosoever shall offend one of these little ones that believe in me, it is better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he were cast into the sea.” As with all things, God knows the plan he has for our lives. So many are easily deceived and carried with utter foolishness. All parties involved need prayer….

http://www.google.com/hostednews/ap/article/ALeqM5h319oIyHgRCeTw9pL65o-fXHs4MgD979A4N80

The Resurrection of Jesus Christ

This is awesome time of year for believers. It is designated to acknowledge the death, burial and resurrection of Jesus Christ. I am appreciative for such a great sacrifice. I whole-heartedly believe that he died for the sins of the world and we have been given an opportunity to have everlasting life!

I have updated…joked…preach/teached (lol)…and expressed gratitude. I am officially wrapping it up. Enjoy your weekend, beautiful people :0)

I am out…

Not So Serious…

I have a blog that has been in my drafts since February and it is very serious but, I am not ready to release it so…I came across one of these getting-to-know-you type surveys and have decided to post it about myself…as to not be so serious.

Six names you go by:
1. DaQuawna
2. Quawna
3. DaQ
4. DQueeze
5. Day-Quawna (Grandma)
6. DQ (Even though I really don’t like this one)

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. Watch
2. Shoes
3. Black 3/4 sleeves hoodie

Three things you want very badly at the moment:
1.  To be in his presence
2.  Not to be at work
3. To be on vacation

Three People who will fill this out
1. ?
2. ?
3. ?

Two things you did last night:
1. Permutations & Combinations homework with my nephew
2. Hit up the gym

Two Things you ate today:
1. My Daily Bread…LOL
2. Fast Day

Three things you are doing or did today:
1. Taking  A Walk On Lunch
2. Tutoring The Children
3. Cooked Dinner Early This Morning in Preparation for this evening

People you last talked to on the phone:
1. Charles
2. Wendy

Two things you are going to do tomorrow:
1. Work
2. Relax

Your favorite beverages:
1. Water
2. Minute Maid Juices (Fruit Punch, Berry Punch, Tropical)
3. Tea (Variety)

In the Spirit of How Come Wednesday…

How come I love football so much?

How come I love cosmetics (mostly Sephora) as much as football?

How come I am looking forward to ministerial class tonight?

How come I am so so so elated at the thought of him?

How come change is so inevitable?

How come I am preparing Asian cuisine for dinner tonight?

How come Latika answered the phone as the lifeline and did not know the answer? LOL (Tkeys)

How come I am loving life inspite of obstacles and adversity?

How come I am so certain about things?

How come I am so uncertain about other things?